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Month of May.
Sunday, May 30, 2010

Today is the last day of May. (obvious naman!XD) Ilang weeks nalang Back to School na naman. Excited ako na hindi :)) Ang gulo eh noh! Ohwell. Just passin' by to summarize some activities for this month. (Whoo! Daming nalalaman!)XD

May 3
Naka-save talaga 'tong day na 'to para sa pagbili ng mga bagay-bagay. So, Astin and I went to Starmall and SM Mega, bumili lang naman ng Gifts for Kuya and BF Elyza, gamit na kakailanganin for Review and some personal things. Tas, kumain and konting pasyal tas umuwi na. Haha! Ganun lang! :))
May 5 - May 31
So, May 5, yan yung first day namin sa Review Class, as usual, first day eh for Diagnostic Test lang, so we took this test for 4 hours at wala 'tong break! Asar noh?!XD

Ayun, so Mondays-Fridays 'tong Review na 'to. Luckily, me mga nakadaldalan na kami ni BF Astin! HAHA! Yung isa, from Taguig Science High School; yung isa, from Makati Science High School; yung isa, from Ateneo; and yung isa, sa pagkakaalam ko, he's from DLSU. Superrr IMBA at kulit nila kaya no wonder kung bakit naging ganun kami agad "kaclose"XD

Then, May31. Ito na yung last day namin ni Astin. Yup! Namin lang ni Astin, di na kasi namin kinumpleto yung buong 100hrs. Para makatipid kahit konti. :D Kaso nga lang, super mamimiss namin yung mga napakakukulit naming mga katabi. :)) Kasama pa naman namin yung mga yun pagdating sa pang aasar, pantitrip etc. =)))
May 8
Happy 16th Birthday Joshua Guillarte Ware! :D (My One and Only Kuya!) :">
Ayun. For me, memorable 'tong day na 'to for me, hindi lang dahil sa Birthday ni Kuya kundi dahil din sa "ito ang first time kong ma-checkpoint!" LOL. Ganto kasi yun, Astin and I went to kuya's house para ibigay nga yung gift ko for him, akala ko kasi galit pa sya sakin that time at di naman ako invited. Haha! Pero, luckily, OKAY NA KAMI! Yahoo! :)) Cheers! :> Tas, hindi na rin kami nagtagal dun, nagikot-ikot nalang kami ni BF kasi gamit ko nga yung motor ni Daddy. And, unluckily, ayun! Nacheckpoint ang mga Ate!XDD Pero, it's not a big deal for us. Parang, nangyari lang yun para matutunan na namin yung lesson. Gets? :))
May 15
Pagkatapos ng napakahabang paghihintay na magkaron ulit kami ng tugtog. Ayan! Meron na nga! :))) Super namiss ko 'tong bandmates ko na 'to. Sayang nga lang at 'di kami ganung kakumpleto. Kasi, yung iba, nasa bakasyon pa. Pero, okay naman ang result. :))
May 16
Happy Fiesta!!! Cheers! :>
Happy nga ba? Haha! Medyo hindi naman eh. Super bored na kasi ng fiesta dito sa'min. Ayun, di ko na masyadong na-enjoy.
Tas, me tugtog kami ulit ngayong araw. Kaso, di ko naman masyadong na-enjoy. pero, okay lang. atleast, meron, kasi baka daw last chance na namin to para tumugtog. Malapit na kasi ang pasukan eh.
May 22
Kasama ko sila BFs Sharmaigne, Vanessa and Astin. Me pinuntahan lang. (Malamang!) Pero di ko na masyadong isishare kasi.... Ayoko langXD From 1pm to 5pm, magkakasama kami. Wala lang, bonding together.
Ito din yung day na sobrang nagsisi ako't di ako sumama sa tugtog namin. Pano ba naman, kasama pala nila yung Pasay Band. Argh! Ang dami ko nang namiss sakanila eh. T.T Sana me next time pa na sila naman kasama.
May 30
Me tugtog din kami nito, kaso hindi tagaPasay kasama namin. Hindi rin naman tagaBulacan. oo, nandun si Sir Jayson pero siya lang mag isa. Pagod, pero enjoy. :)) Sinulit na kasi namin yung time para makapagenjoy eh. Ayun, tumugtog lang ng mga piece na gusto namin. Tas, farewell! Kitakits nalang ulit next year. Hahahaha!XD

writtern @2:14 PM

Summer!
Saturday, April 24, 2010

Month of April! Wew! Superr Iniit! :|
Talagang maeengganyo kang magswimming eh! LOL :))

Ohwell. Just want to share ng ilang mga nangyari nitong AprilÜ

April 12.
I can say na "bad day" 'to for me. Kasi, ito ang araw na nagstart ang aming away[?] ewan ko kung anong dapat itawag eh. :( :| Until now, di ko pa din alam kung magkakaayos pa kami. :(( (iniisip niyo kung sino yung isa noh?! iPM niyo ko and I'll tell you! :D)
April 13.
Wala naman akong masyadong magawa nang araw na'to. And, since, 'di ako makaget over sa nangyari nung April12, wala na lang akong ginawa kundi matulog. 'Pag sobrang bored naman na talaga, napagtitripan ko yung left wrist ko. Can you imagine, I have eight cuts in my left wrist. :DD Pero di naman sobrang lalim. Then, 'pag gabi na -- time na para basain si Jaime. HAHA. Naliligo siya sa luha eh! :DDD
April 14.
Di pa din ako makaget over sa nangyari last April12. Kaya as usual, left wrist trip! And, cry when night comes. TT Pero, nung hapon, we went to LSC para mag-enroll. Since si mommy ang kasama ko, kelangan ko umarte na parang walang problema. Kaya ayun, nantrip kami ng mga taong nakakasalubong sa Galle and sa daan habang papunta ng SM Mega.
April 15.
HAPPY EINSTEINIANS DAY! Ayun. Nakibati lang ako ng Happy Einsteinians Day, kahit maging ako eh 'di ganung happy. Nothing happened na interesting, siguro, masasabi kong ANG BORING NG ARAW NA 'TO. Pero, ang maganda dito, after ng two nights na puro iyak ang ginawa ko until makatulog. Unti unti ko nang nabalik yung pagiging sabog ko! :))) LMAO.
April 16.
Ayan! So, ang daming pwedeng asarin nung day na 'to eh. :DD Puro pang aasar ginawa ko this day. LMAO. Sensya na lang sa mga napagtripan. Oh! About dun sa situation. I'm still thinking about it. Pero, di ko na masyadong iniisip 'cause I'm happy of being myself again! :DD
April 17-20.
Another Boring days! :))) Kaya after gawin ang household chores. Kain - Tulog - Kain - Computer - TV lang ang inatupag ko! XDD Oha! I really know how to handle my problems na! :DD And, I'm happy for myself! CHEERS:>
April 21.
Actually, hindi ito boring na day eh! Kundi, nakakapagod na day! Kasi naman, ginising ako ni mommy ng 10AM para lang samahan si Ruhama sa pag-eenroll niya. Ayun, masyado kong cinareer ang pagiging Ate. kaya, halos ako nga ang nag asikaso ng pag-eenroll niya. So, after ng pabalik-balik sa BJNHS, Barangay Hall, and so many places. Napaenroll ko na din siya! WEW! Then, pagkauwi naman sa bahay, inalagaan ko naman si bunso! Ang cute pero sobrang kulit na si Klarc. Kapagod talaga. Kaya ayun, K.O. ako pagdating ng gabi. HAHAHA.
April 22.
Daming event! :DD
Happy Earth Day Earthlings!
Happy 15th Birthday to my BestFriend Astin Andrea Jingco Maristela
Happy 22 to *toot* and *tet* (I don't need to reveal their names! Bahala kayo! XP)
Happy 22 to US! LMAO.
Ayun. Kahit madaming event. I don't have an exciting plan. Kaya wala akong ginawa kundi matulog at kumain! WEW! Kaya ako tumataba eh! =)) LOL.
April 23.
So ayun! Ngayon ako nagkaplano! HAHAHA. Enjoyed much! :DD Kasi naman, si Kagawad, nag-aya magMega. Kaya ayun, Kagawad, Astin and I went to SM Mega just to buy some gifts for Astin. Kasi nga, birthday nya kahapon. Ang weird noh! Kasama namin yung bibilhan namin ng Gift. Kasi naman, Kagawad and I want to make sure na magugustuhan talaga ni Astin yung present namin kaya, siya na mismo yung pinapili namin. HAHAHA. LaughTrip din habang nasa Mega kami. Kasi naman, tama ba namang pagtripan ni Kagawad yung mga tao sa paligid namin especially Gays! LMAO. :))) So ayun, tired pero enjoy! :D
April 24.
Happy Birthday Elyza Jane Abne! :*
Ayun. (Pansin niyo, laging 'ayun' yung first word ko? HAHAHA.) Ohwell. Di ko alam kung bakit pero, kahit 4AM na 'ko natulog. 8AM ako nagising. Tas, ginawa ko, some household chores. Tas, natulog ulit. HAHAHA. Ewan ko ba kung bakit ang sipag ko ngayong araw! :))) Nung nagising ako ulit, tumulong na naman sa chores. Then, pumunta ng Tivoli Garden para bantayan/panuorin sila Klarc and Elis magswimming. And siyempre, para naman di ako mamatay sa sobrang bored dun, pumunta si Astin para may makadaldalan ako. Then, nung sumunod na dun sila Mommy and Daddy, nagdecide kami ni Astin na magmotor. Buti nalang at pumayag si daddy na ipahiram yung motor niya. Kaya yun! JOYRIDE ulit! ang gawaing namiss naming pareho! :> Habang nagmomotor, may nantrip pa sa'min at nag'pst' na inakala kong si Ex ni Astin. Pero di naman pala siya! HAHAHA. Then, pagkahatid ko ke Astin sa bahay nila, bumalik na ko ng Tivoli Garden tas, kumain kami ng Ice Cream. Tas, umuwi na! Ayun! kain ulit! HAHAHA. Hay! Saya ng araw na'to! Pati nung ibang araw na din! :))

writtern @8:16 AM

JS Promenade.
Thursday, April 1, 2010


Juniors-Seniors' Promenade. Actually, last March 05 pa 'to. HAHA. Sadyang tinamad lang akong ipost ang tungkol dito. :))

Ohwell. Wala naman masyadong nangyari during the program. Just the usual things, you know -- kainan, free dance, last will and testament, etc...

Kaya naman, we decided to take some pictures para naman hindi kami mamatay sa sobrang BORED! O_O

Here are some... ENJOY! :D

1. (left to right) Sharmaine, Colee, Regine, Weggie, Rozelle, Dani, Marge and Astin. Picture break before the event(:
2. That's me with Marcel, Reaiah & Colee.
3. This time... With Olly.. My "bes".. Can't you see how handsome he is?! :))
4. That's elyza. She's my best friend since elementary.. :)
5. This time.. I'm with Darwin.
6. That's Regina Maree Japitana Bermudez.. Or should I say.. Weggie. :)) (dami ko pa kasing pauso eh noh! XD) Ohwell.. ANAK ko yan! :P
7. That's Astin Andrea Jingco Maristela. Ang best friend kong, lagi kong kasama sa galaan. =)))


writtern @3:22 AM

I miss blogging :D
Thursday, March 18, 2010

Ohrayt! I missed blogging... HAHA.. Andami nang nangyari na hindi ko nai-share sa inyo(:

Just like our Juniors - Seniors' Promenade '10, My Birthday!!!, kahit nga yung mga boring na days eh. HAHA. Basta, madami pa 'kong gustong ishare. Inatake lang ako ng katamaran. HAHA. :D

Ohwell. Summer vacation is so near!! Badtrip lang kasi hanggang March 31 pa daw kami. Oh di ba?! Holy week na may pasok pa kami! :|

By april, I'll be posting about so many things and itutuloy ko na din siguro yung isa story na ginagawa ko. If you're interested about it. Visit sonrisa-nicx.blogspot.com - the site kung saan ko pinost yun(:

Ohright.. CIAO!
--nicx :">

writtern @7:01 AM

The Fort.
Tuesday, February 16, 2010


The Fort(:

February 13, 2010
Okay. Napagplanuhan naming pumunta sa the fort since wala naman kaming gagawin. (ay! meron pala! HAHA.)

Sinong mga kasama ko?! Sila:
* Astin.
* Colee.
* Nicole (Neria).
* Roy.
* Jerd.
* Dar.

I'll post some pictures ng aming mga kalokohan! :))
1. Jump shot! HAHA. Pero hindi naman halatang tumalon ako! HAHA. :))
2. From left to right: Me, Nicole, Roy, Astin, Dar, Jerd.
3. That's Dar, Jerd, Me, Colee, Astin, Nicole. Kung napansin niyo, kulang kami! HAHA. Wala si Roy! Neria kasi eh! HAHA. (sisihin daw ba!)

Oh well! Yan muna for now! :D
If you want to see more pictures. Tingnan niyo na lang sa profile ni Astin Andrea Jingco Maristela(:

Antok na'ko!
So... Night night! :D
Ciao!

--nicxÜ

writtern @7:06 AM

Be Thankful(:
Friday, February 12, 2010

Naisip mo na ba kung ga'no kabait sa'yo si GOD by knowing all those blessings you received from Him?

(oha!ganda ng intro! HAHA.)
Naisip ko lang kasi, despite of all those sins I've made... Continue pa din yung pagdating sa'kin ng blessings -- yung mga True Friends, Important Person, FAMILY, Luho (siguro naman, alam niyo na meaning nyan di'ba?!)... Lahat-lahat.

Family -- siguro alam niyo naman na kung anong role ng family sa'tin diba?! We all know na kahit iwanan tayo ng lahat ng tao, handa ang family natin na samahan tayo... Especially, our parents... I admit, marami na 'kong kasalanang nagawa sa kanila, but still, pinaparamdam pa din nila sa'kin kung ga'no nila 'ko kamahal. (AAAWWW!)

True Friends -- Ang mga kaibigan, they're always be there for you... Pwede mo pa nga silang i-consider as your second family eh.

Luho (yung mga gustong mapasayo like money, cellphone, PC etc...) -- Common sense please!!! Alam niyo naman na siguro kung anong gamit ng mga 'to! :P

Important person -- Maybe the reason why I'm posting this is because of this person... I just want to let you know na SOBRANG IMPORTANTE talaga ng tao na'to... And, since, everyone could read this.. Hindi ko na kailangan pang i-post yung name niya, pwera na lang siguro dun sa mga taong makakabasa nito na kilala siya! :D Simula nung nakilala ko 'tong taong 'to... Everything changed! Hindi naging negative, kundi naging positive! (Oh! Baka kung anong isipin niyo huh! XP) Anyway.. Kasi nga, 'tong taong 'to, is the one who made me fall in love again (Ewan ko, siguro nga, yun na talaga napi-feel ko ngayon). And, sobrang natatakot ako na palapit na ng palapit yung day na iiwan na niya 'ko! (WOW! Ang drama ng echosera! HAHA.) Sobrang thankful ako na nakilala ko 'tong taong 'to kaya nga medyo dinadamdam ko yung simpleng hindi ko na siya nakakatext. WA!! SOBRANG NAMI-MISS KO NA 'TONG TAONG 'TO!! :((

I'm very thankful for having these things/people(:

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Oh well! Don't want to say something more...
Tomorrow naman ulit ang pagpopost(:
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Sinong pupunta bukas sa The Fort?! My friends and I will be there tomorrow! Kung sino man ang pupunta, see you! :D

writtern @7:30 AM

TGiF + Foundation Day + Gala/Laboy = Mixed Emotions! :D

Mixed emotions!

-- Happy.
-- Bored.
-- Sad.
-- Bitter.
-- Mad.

Happy?! YES I AM! :D
Why?! Malamang. Kung binasa niyo yung title. Alam niyo na siguro kung bakit. HAHA. Pero, bukod dun. May iba pa 'kong reason..

Siyempre, dahil dun sa usual na ginagawa ko every friday.. GALA TAMBAY with my beloved friends!!! OHRIGHT! HAHA. Nung nalaman naming pwede nang umuwi, we went to Aby's house dahil yun yung napagusapan namin kahapon nila Iah, Novie, Marcel. Ang bait nga ng mom ni Aby [Abigail] eh.. Kasi, nang malaman niyang pupunta kami sa kanila just to watch "First Time" together, nagluto siya ng spaghetti for us. Ang bait! Masarap din! :)

Then, after kila Aby, rekta (means diretso) Linear Park naman. Park yun sa may tabing ilog na malapit kila Aby. Dun kami madalas tumambay eh. Pero this time, with Astin, Olly and Lorenz naman... Ay! Bago pala kami pumunta dun, sumilip muna kami sa JS Prom sa ILIS. As if naman may nakita kami.. HAHA. Actually, yung Louie talaga pinunta namin dun kasi Savio-mate siya ni Olly at kakilala din siya ni Astin. HAHA.
Bored!
Oo. Kahit foundation day sa school, nabored pa din ako. Kasi, boring naman talaga! HAHA. Tatlo lang yung booth, tapos parang usual free-time day lang yung nangyari. Promise! Mas gusto ko pa yung last last year. :D
Sad!
Yup! What you've read is right! Kahit sabihin kong dapat happy ako ngayon, naging malungkot pa din ako! Because of him... (sisihin daw ba siya! HAHA.) Kasi naman eh, bakit niya iniisip na nagbago ako because of him?! Eh, sa totoo lang, hindi naman talaga. Hay! EWAN!

As usual, iniyak ko lang naman... As I've said in my older post, it's my only way of letting out what I feel when I'm sad. :(
Bitter?!
Wala naman pala akong dapat ika-bitter. Kaya. H'wag na lang pansinin yan! :D
Mad!
Yea right! Talagang nagalit ako! Wahlah! Ikaw ba naman ang maka-alam na sinasabihan ka ng b*tch di'ba?! Who the hell he/she is.. (sorry. don't want to give any clue kung sino siya! baka sumikat lang siya ng dahil sa blog ko! Ayoko nga! HAHA.)

AMP. Sana malaman niya muna kung ano talaga meaning ng word na yun noh! Mag-thank you na lang siya sana sa'kin kasi nagbabago na talaga ako! HAHA.

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Anyway. Have a very happy weekends! :D
CIAO.
-nicxÜ

writtern @4:42 AM

I love you... But as what? :(
Thursday, February 11, 2010


Am I Confused? Puzzled? Perplexed? Mystified? Bewildered? Befuddled? Bemused?

Maybe yes!?
Maybe no!?

WAAA!!! I know I love you, but as what? :(


The first time you told me those three words, my heart is like in a race, beating so fast. I made a smile -- I know that it is not the usual smile, that it is a smile I always make when I'm in love.

Yes! I admit, I already like you before the night when you said that you love me. I also admit that it made me too confused about what you feel for me.

But it hurts me a lot when I knew that it is only for a little girl and told me that it won't change. I cried a lot, because it's my only way of letting out what I feel and I chose to be drunk two days after that painful day just to forget that sorrow/sadness/misery. [whatever it is.]

February one, 2010 - it is the day when I told you that I'm already fine and you have nothing to worry. But, I think I'm not. I just said those thing because I'm afraid that you'll make a distance between you and me. :((

Until now, we still treat each other as siblings. But, until when? We kept on saying those three words to each other... I'm happy to know that you still love me (even only as your little sister), but deep inside of me, it hurts me a lot. Because, it's hard for me to accept the fact that you'll just stay as my brother and we can't be more than siblings. :((

But, I still believe that no one can't tell what will happen next, that's why I kept on waiting for the day that you'll realize that you already love me but not as your sister anymore. :((
NOTE: I kept on waiting and not hoping.

writtern @6:17 AM

Disturbed By The Ache's

Head Ache!!! Stomach Ache!!! Pocket Ache!!! Heart Ache!!!

This day is a to-be-hate day!

STOMACH ACHE!
Paggising ko pa lang umepal agad ang aking tiyan! Inatake agad ng Stomach Ache! Siguro dahil lang sa lamig, immune na ata ako sa sakit ng tiyan eh! Halos araw-araw, ganito ako eh...

Hanggang sa makapasok na ko sa school, hindi na masyadong sumakit and later on, nawala na din. (siguro dahil lang talaga sa combination ng lamig at gutom)
HEAD ACHE!

Another thing disturbed me! Grabe! Ito madalas kong napi-feel especially kapag nasa school! Siguro ngayon, mas mataas na yung grado ng mata ko kaya mas madalas ang pagatake ni Mr.Head Ache.

Because of this, medyo napagbuntunan ko si Jonel and my other group mates sa Filipino kanina! I'M SO SORRY JONEL!!! PEACE NA TAYO! =D

Kaya nga tama si Novie eh... H'wag na lang akong makipag-usap sa kahit na sino kapag masama pakiramdam ko!(:

POCKET ACHE!
HEART ACHE!

Oh! Maybe the last two ache's is not that important to talk about(:

SO... 'Till here(:

--nicx.

writtern @3:18 AM

Sadness!!!

I have no plan to post this as early as this time but since a special person said that I should post about the MISERIES of my life. I'll post this right now. (I hope that this post will serve as a prove how important that person is!)

Oh well. Let's get to the point! :D
Dami ko pa kasing ka-echosan sa buhay eh! HAHA.

Alam ko naman na sa panahon ngayon, ang isang teenager girl like me ay dapat in-enjoy ang kaniyang precious life. Okay, I admit, marami na akong NEED-TO-BE-REMEMBER memories dahil masasaya and unforgettable naman talaga, pero siyempre, hindi papayag ang mga MUST-HATE memories na hindi sila eepal sa life nating mga teenagers...

Heart Aches - To be honest, I can say that I have a lot of experiences about this thing. I experienced it, not once, not twice, not thrice but A LOT OF TIMES. :))

But now, I can't tell if my heart aches kasi maging ako! I'm totally confused about this insane feeling! Kindly help! PLEASE! :((

CO-TEENAGERS!! Aminin niyo na din na isa 'to sa mga reasons niyo kung bakit kayo umiiyak!! (especially girls!) :P

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Mr.Special asked me a while ago kung nagpost na ba 'ko about those people who made me cry... And I answered "no"..

Pero, in some other way, dapat magpost nga ako about sa kanila... Kasi, without those people, hindi din ako matututo right?!

Anyway... I won't tell kung sinu-sino sila... Baka abutin ako ng two hours sa paglilista kung sinu-sino sila! HAHA. (OA ba?! Hindi kaya! XD)

Basta, all I want is to thank them kasi, hindi ako matututong magpakatatag without them, kasi they let me experience those sorrows! OHRIGHT!!! XD
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Wanna know my own factors of Sadness?!
Since I love you, I'll let you know! (As if naman may bumabasa talaga nito! HAHA.)
Here:
1. Family Problems
2. Love StorIES!!! :)) [Makire ako eh! HAHA.]
3. Friends (Siyempre, hindi nawawala ang backstubbers!) :D
4. Challenges of Life
5. *Oh well, maybe four is enough!* HAHA.
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writtern @2:58 AM